Thursday, December 15, 2011

Some shit I wrote...

...a while back. Therapy is great, especially if you are a fucked-up disaster like me. There are pages and pages of this stuff, which I will upload slowly. Most of this stuff was written while I was in recovery, and I was in a very, very dark place. Please leave comments if you are moved to do so.


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I stood upon a mountain,
Looked ‘round at what I saw
A ruined, barren wasteland,
Breathing never more...

Fires burned and buildings fell,
The fields were razed and charred.
A blood red moon, a blackened sky,
Death left is calling card

Cried for mercy in the night,
Pleas that go unheard.
For now the end is drawing near
And will not be disturbed.

Falling to my knees,
I sob,
And stare in disbelief;
Alone, it seems I will be spared,
Anger,  at first, then grief.

The arid smoke,
It fills my lungs,
My eyes, they start to tear.
A little voice inside me
Says there's nothing left to fear.

And suddenly the earth begins
To shake and choke and cough.
The loudest sound I’ve ever heard,
No way to turn it off.

The oceans burn and turn to steam,
The land turned inside out.
The death cry of a planet,
No room for any doubt.

And suddenly, as it began,
It stops and all is still.
My mountain stands much taller now
I guess it always will.

The skies, they clear,
The fires, doused,
The water cooled and calm.
I opened up a tight-cleaned fist
And look inside my palm . . .

Some specks of dirt,
A rock or two,
A bottle cap, a weed,
And there, a tiny spark of hope:
A little yellow seed.

Is this enough to start anew,
This life so great and grand?
I plant the seed and pat the soil,
Right there where I stand.

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Here’s a piece of me
I hope it makes you smile
It took a while to make it.
So this is what it’s come to,
A whore who’s selling art
Little do you realize
In your hands, a piece of my heart.
I don’t do it for the money
I’m trying to make you happy…
Cause now it’s my job.

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Words I never meant to say
And things I have done;
They’re gone, too late . . . too late

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You know me,
So tell me, have I gone crazy?
Truly mad?
I’ve trapped myself in my head...
It’s safe.
And no one gets in.
But can’t get out.
But I don’t think I even want to...

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It is impossible to fly
While tied to the earth

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We can see the past and the future
(but we like to keep things interesting)

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I will post more as time allows. Thanks for checking this out.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

2011 #OccupyWallSt /#NYComicCon FREE ONE LIVE BEAST GIVE-AWAY!!!

To celebrate the 2 biggest events of this fall, I am giving away the first chapter of Book One of my highly-acclaimed graphic novel "One Live Beast" for free!!! Just download it from this link right here-

http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?03yyipg87wb7rst

For a limited time I will be giving away digital copies of chapters 2-5 of Book 1 FOR FREE!!! All you need to do is contact me and tell me you liked chapter one. BOOM! You get the whole first book for free!


You can message me at
http://twitter.com/#!/kurtlove666
or
http://onelivebeast666.deviantart.com/

or right here on this here blog. 

The subject matter of "One Live Beast" strongly reflects what we are experiencing around the world today, a growing discontent and call to arms for things to change. "One Live Beast" has been hailed as a remarkable story set in a bleak dystopian future, combining elements of Orwelle's 1984 and the work of Alan Moore, and has garner rave reviews in the underground/indy comics world. Check it out for yourself, it's free!

I will be giving away 10 signed copies at NY Comic Con, all you have to do is be one of the first 10 people that ask for it. I will be at the Atlash Unleashed booth and the Aylum Press both, signing times TBA. And I will also be delivering some down to the #OccupyWallSt folks to randomly distribute.  Have a great day, and remember...trust no one.

Monday, September 5, 2011

Sitting here, early in the morning...

and looking out across the bay at a beautiful island, surrounded by mist, as it has been countless times before. The sun burns the haze away as it starts it's march across the sky. The water is choppy and the smell of the sea fills my head as I sit and watch this again, just like I have hundreds of times before, from different places and in different bodies as my soul manifests itself in this realm once again.

A thousand years ago the scene here was the same, but there was no internet back then. There were no cars. There were no cell phones. There were no grocery stores. If you needed eggs, you had to go get them from under a chicken. If you needed milk, you had to milk the cow. If you wanted a cigarette, you had to roll it up. If you wanted to know how your family was on the other side of the bay, you had to start a fire and send smoke signals to communicate.

And before that, there were no people. There were only animals and trees and plants and bugs and water and sun. And nature was doing exactly what it is doing now. It didn't need us to get in the way.

And all that came before brought me to where I am now, sitting on this deck, enjoying a nice hot cup of coffee and soaking all of this in, that which was here before me and will still be here long after I am gone. Thanks for letting me stay and enjoy the view.



Monday, August 29, 2011

What was "Punk Rock"???

well. i was a little fucktard when "Nevermind the Bollocks" came out, and got it from a friend of mine that i used to smoke pot and steal beer with. I had been listening to Sabbath, Floyd, Judas Priest, and whatever was around that had some balls to it. I remember reading about the Pistols in newspapers, magazines, and metal zines. I remember pulling the vinyl out of it's sleeve, and putting it on my record player. What happened over the next 30 minutes or so would define my personality for the rest of my days.

They were loud, obnoxious, rude, but likeable and easily relateable to kids my age. We were a bunch of little stoners, full of pent-up anger, and their music and sound and lyrics struck a chord in me like none other. From the opening stomp of those boots to that farting sound at the end of EMI, I was hooked. Songs about looney chicks getting an abortion? Attacking the government? Steve Jones with those chunky, slidey riffs that NO ONE was doing before him? Um, yeah...I was all in.

And so now it's 2011. Punk is pretty much dead, unless you go to little matinee shows or myspace. I have seen a few good new bands on the scene, Razorblade Suitcase being the best of the new breed. But for the most part, the music, as well as the feeling behind it, is gone. And in it's place we have...what, Rap? Really? Every one of the songs are about the same thing, there is no originality, and no one plays instruments or stands up for what they perceive as government wrongs. No wonder kids today are turning to shooting each other for thrills.

And here I am, still being that snotty, don't give a fuck about anything drinking drugging fighting asshole that i was back then. I ain't never gunna change, I get to say, at the end of the day, I did it MY way. Can YOU?

Oh and BTW-Blondie and the Ramones were NEVER punk. New York had it's own music movement, NYHC, but that's another subject for another wasted night. I really wish there were some people around to go get wasted with...break some shit, get into a fight...





Thursday, August 25, 2011

What a shitty day outside...

...but the trees and grass seem to like it. On days like this I like to just fuck off and sit around the house, play with the cats, and fuck around online. Who doesn't? I had a great time yesterday with some really fun friends, met a shitload of new friends, and got some cats adopted. Then I went home, had some ice cold Heinekens, and took a hot bath with a stack o' new comic books. Life doesn't get much better than that, folks.

The whole bath thing...ever since I was a wee lad of about 5, one of my favorite relaxation rituals is a hot bath and comic books. It is pretty much the one constant I have had through my entire life. So yeah, some of you might think it's silly, but it works for me :)

That's all for now, time to go fuck around with my eFriends...



Sunday, August 21, 2011

Kurtlove666's "Bowling for Behave" video...

was deleted from every site it was put up on. I don't know if it was a Sirius/XM move, Dru Boogie, or just some random people being offended, but I have nowhere left to put it up but here. I would suggest downloading it with Realplayer or some other tube downloading software. I was very disappointed when this was removed, over and over, and many videos that are waaaaaay more offensive are allowed to stay up and be viewed. Judging by the feedback I have gotten from the O&A audience, and members of the show, this video is both hilarious and hard-hitting. I tried to use images to emphasize my interpretation of Anthony's words, and his general feeling behind the now famous "Behave!!!" rant. I am putting it up here for the fans of the show to enjoy. If you find it offensive, and want it removed, remember that I have the right to free speech, whether you or anyone else likes it or not. You don't have to agree with, or approve of, my creative vision. Just respect my right to do so and the right of others to enjoy watching it.

 So, without further ado...here is the ORIGINAL, UNCUT version of "Bowling for Behave"...


I have to say that I LOVE the song Dru Boogie came up with, and I really enjoyed working on this video. As an avid fan of the Opie & Anthony show, and regular paltalker, it feels good to be able to contribute something to the fan community and the show. Enjoy!